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sicker than your average

My mom asked if I had been up to see my grandmother yet.  I said, “No.”  “Of course not, you’re just like your father.” “What does that mean?”  “You’ll both be the last.”  And that was when my father came out of nowhere and said, “let’s go.”  

Of course he didn’t mean to see her; he meant for our first cigarette together. View high resolution

My mom asked if I had been up to see my grandmother yet. I said, “No.” “Of course not, you’re just like your father.” “What does that mean?” “You’ll both be the last.” And that was when my father came out of nowhere and said, “let’s go.”

Of course he didn’t mean to see her; he meant for our first cigarette together.

I’ve been reduced to nothing more than  bile and blood. View high resolution

I’ve been reduced to nothing more than bile and blood.

my world stopped and my friends kept me going.  This is the saddest day of my life. View high resolution

my world stopped and my friends kept me going. This is the saddest day of my life.

i think if i called up my dad in tears and said, “i don’t know what to do.  i just worked 10 hours straight, without breaking or eating, after driving all night yesterday.  my boss regularly degrades me and uses me as a punching bag.  and today, i asked him for a raise because i’ve worked for him for 9 years and he told me, ‘No.  And why do you think you deserve tips?  We’re stopping that.’  so, without thinking, I said ‘Fuck you, I quit.’”  

I think if I called my dad up in tears and said those things he’d say, “What?! Quit! Never let someone take advantage of you or hurt you!  What is wrong with you?!”  

That’s what he’d say in any situation except this one cause I really quit today, on him.   It’s a few hours later and this strange feeling, slightly akin to regret, is starting to shoot pains across my stomach and so I’ll just keep swallowing. 

just dropped off a catering and there is a goddamn koi pond in the middle of the room.  meanwhile I can barely pay my bills. View high resolution

just dropped off a catering and there is a goddamn koi pond in the middle of the room. meanwhile I can barely pay my bills.

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